Lockbox

The fires here

burn brighter 

than I ever have, 

they’ve lived longer 

than I have been able to. The constant 
                                pounding 
                                         
                                               pounding

                     pounding
pounding
                                        pounding
in my head 
is my consciousness 
wanting out 
of my shell 
in this hell. 
It wants 
to be lifted 
above into the clouds, 
but that can’t happen.

My body is a lockbox, 
and the 
people 
that could 
O P E N 
me 
killed me 
and robbed me of everything inside. 

It’s cold in here 
so the warm fires should do me some good. 
They allow the frost 
to melt
into a sparkling river 
which now 
r u    n            s
through my once frozen veins. 

I feel 
as if I could grow wings 
and fly, 
feel lighter
than air itself. 
However 
someone would clip them 
once again 
so I couldn’t 
escape 
the gravity 
which pulls me down 
deeper 
         than 


                  the 



                            sea.

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